I think I am in a shit hold

For loving you

I still have feelings for you

Even if I don’t want to

I tout I got over you

But boy I was wrong

Seeing you around makes me crawl

Every time I talk to you I wish you were a wall

For then you won’t answer me

And I can just walk

Having you in my touts

Just makes it harder to talk

For some time I just wish u weren’t u

So it is easier for me to forget I ever love you

Life is full of joy

But once it’s gone

It’s hard to find

I am in a crossroad

A path which is difficult to choose from

One taken there is no point of return

Feeling sadness more than happiness

Makes it even harder to choose from

For when I try not to think of it

It only makes me hurt even more

I know you are trying to help

But ever word taken in

Will eventually come out

I know I being a bitch

I am trying to ditch it

For now all I am asking is time

For it is the only way I can try

To make things all right

SORRY..I Really am

quotes

• Friends, in my experience, are like ladies’ fashions. They come and go with the seasons, and are rarely of such stout stuff as bears repeated wearing.
• I no doubt deserved my enemies, but I don’t believe I deserved my friends.
• It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.
• It is dangerous to be sincere unless you are also stupid.

081209

so like finally after scsm i am going to slp properly today…ysterdy was a bitch i didnt slp until 3am en en i woke up at 6am for no freaking reason….dam f up…..so i am super shagged plan on eating en slp until tmro moring…since i hve YOG wksht tmro i dnt have to go schl other en go for UT…hahx all ut grades come out..lols so far ok bt nt up to standard….2C, 1D, 1 B  …am so far happy hopefully web n new media i will gt a B tooo…..

tmro is 2nd ut start of it….it is marketing…=s pffhtt i hope i cn do well cause i have nt study due to bz n feelindam tired….n nxt wk start of hoilday =D weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hahxahx en xmas n new year….=D weeeeeeeeeeee en Year 2 cnt wait for year 2 man….hahxha dam xited for it =D woohooo year 2 here we come

ohh i wna buy e oklay shades that he buy tooo……dam cheap somemore…hahx save $ en cn =D ahhxha

k so nites world

scsm

so ysterdy ws scsm dam fuck up i tell u….hahxh dam ass i will kill meiting for making me e ic of baggage crew….nw i am fucking sick frm it..da run here n er…hot somemore asshole ah…jst nw in class i shaking/shivering and i was nt feeling cold at all…pffthh en i felt like dizzy wich was frm morning bt en later felt e room spinning freak ah…..

en tmro dnt wana cme schl bt force to cause i need to talk to ashole faci abt my grades n all…..fuck her

dnt wana blog anymore dam dizzy n feel like puking =s

boring

nw i lecture hall…hahxahx entre today….whole class dress in formal =D ahhxah super bored no food to eat and alll….wish i was in class en more fun…here so squeezy tooo =c…hahahxh

arhhhh i am dying of hunger…..n borem haxhahx die die die die

hahx later after schl go starbucks to donate to get starbucks for free weeee….goin wth sara n all =D hahx hopefully dian wana tag along wth us =D en super fun…en i wana buy food at pasar malam tooo…hahx hungry man hmmm bt if i buy purse en no money buy food =c…hahxhx so c hw whether i wana buy my purse or wana buy food =D.

going do do ppt nw =D bye bye

tuesday

so today was a so so day….gt told tt anak ali was an asshole and a fucking backstaber. That she says things are nt true behind ur back bt act so nice infront of u…ass en i was like ohhh sorta expected from an ass like her…nver tout she would be such an ass….i really tout she was nice and friendly bt no she is a fucking bitch…bt wat ever ah dnt care bout her…..

jst nw ate at ereelroom…new cafe in rp…dam nice =)) so freaking nice ah…bt finger food ey have non and cakes are to x for me for such a small piece…hahax

so today b went training on his own bt finish late =c …dam sad tout cn go back with him…nver mind so anyway hahax i was goin tru stuff n i found out we are alrdy into 3wks…=D

bt b has been bz like alot e past wk…haha so we have nt been spending time together alot…en wen he goes home he is dam tired or i m…so we have nt like talk alot in a long time =c…

so anyway…finally met syaz after a long time hahax…..hi syaz we all miss u lots

nw watching channel 5…..so nitees to all =D

i still like fallin for u by colbie callet…i tink her song  r nice to listen too…dam sweet awwwwww hahxh

I don’t know but…
I think I maybe
fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
keep this to myself

Waiting ’til I..
know you better
I am trying..
Not to tell you..
But I want to..

I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding..
what I’m feeeling..
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my..time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my.. life
and now i found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I’m falling for you…
I’m falling for you…

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
and we start to dance

All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s juusst
you and me

I’m trying..
Not to tell you..
But I want to..

I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding..
what I’m feeeling…
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my.. time
Just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think i’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my.. life
And now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you…
I’m fallin’ for you…

Ooh, I just can’t take it..
My heart is racing..
Emotions keep spinning out…

I’ve been spending all my.. time
just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my..life
and now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you…
I’m fallin’ for you…

I think I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think i’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you…
I’m fallin’ for you…

Ooohhh
Ooh no no
Oooooohhhhh

Oooh, I’m falling’ for ya